Thankful

Today has been a good day for me!! 1st of all I want to say thank you to God and also my friends who have prayed for me and made everything happen. I've been reinstated by my university to continue with my studies and finish whatever that I've got to do. The 2nd thing was the fact that I got to see someone I'm having a crush on I guess LOL!! Infatuation is such a funny thing XD The night went well as I continued the lucky streak by going to the karaoke center and sang my heart out.. Last but not least I won both rank matches of my LoL games =)

I'm heading to bed in hopes that when I wake up it'll be another great day.

A great day..

Today has been particularly fun as I was busy with some stuff.. Being able to take my mind of certain stuff really does make a lot of difference. Had fun helping my "mother" with her video recording by being the actor .. Met new friends again but somehow something always brings my mind back to you.. It has it's way of just coming up to the surface.. How was your day? Hope you had a great day.. Gotta sleep now.. Mid term is at 9 tomorrow..

Lonely Night

As I get home from a party I realize that I don't have anyone that I would call or come to my mind.. It's nights like this I wish that I was at home with my family.. However that thought would disappear as I think of what will happen when I get home.. I know I've got a great "family" in Kampar but I don't want to be a nuisance.. Everyone has their own life and I've got my own life.. A life on my own is what I would say.. Heading to bed may help ease this misery temporarily but as my eyes open tomorrow it will just be the beginning of another lonely day.

What is this feeling I'm having? It's so wrong but somehow it doesn't go away.. Have you guys ever felt this way? You know it will never work but you wish it will.. I'm still not sure but deep down I am praying it is true.. I guess it's just me being myself but something that little something inside my heart telling me that it might happen..