Lonely Night

As I get home from a party I realize that I don't have anyone that I would call or come to my mind.. It's nights like this I wish that I was at home with my family.. However that thought would disappear as I think of what will happen when I get home.. I know I've got a great "family" in Kampar but I don't want to be a nuisance.. Everyone has their own life and I've got my own life.. A life on my own is what I would say.. Heading to bed may help ease this misery temporarily but as my eyes open tomorrow it will just be the beginning of another lonely day.